the Yuri chronicles...   name: yuri maxwell age: six years old occupation: pseudo-stalker, dreamer Archives << current

Through the Looking Glass   complications Sunday, May 29, 2005   Be careful what you wish for. It just might come true. Ive always complained that I live a boring life. Now its become so complicated, I give people headaches. 12:38 AM risking happiness   There are times when Im scared of being happy. Most of the time, giddiness is followed by depression. I tend to expect things that never come true. Im given a reason to smile but then it comes with a reason to cry. They say that we are able to appreciate the good things because of the bad. Still, it doesnt lessen the impact nor the pain. 12:14 AM remember Wednesday, May 25, 2005   Ive always written down anything and everything i wanted to remember. But one thing Ive noticed is that the more special or important something is for me, the harder it is to put the experience and feelings into words. Its as if nothing could ever capture that moment and to try is futile. 12:20 AM summer Saturday, May 07, 2005   I've got sun, trees, grass and a cool breeze. What more do I ask for? Company perhaps. Hahaha. I do so love Diliman in the summer. How can I be lonely with my thoughts to accompany me? I love trees. I must've been a dryad in a past life. I miss summers in Diliman. Sure, I spend a lot of time hanging out there lately but somehow it's nothing compared to how it was before. I miss summer classes. I miss walking to and from the Math building, enjoying the vast expanse of road and sky.Diliman holds much too many memories for me. I've practically spent my whole life here, it's so hard to even think of staying away too long. Each visit feels like coming home. 5:23 PM sugarfree Friday, May 06, 2005   Tulog na, mahal ko Nandito lang akong bahala sa iyo. Sige na, tulog na muna. Tulog na, mahal ko At baka bukas, ngingiti ka sa wakas At sabay nating harapin ang mundo. ~ Tulog Na Di mo maitatago ang luha mo Sa malungkot mong mundo ~ Mundong Malungkot Ngayong wala ka na Kailangang masanay na muling mag-isa ~ Unang Araw 11:49 PM fade away   "Don't you ever wonder where all your happy thought have gone..." I have to hold on to happy thoughts. I cant afford not to fly. "We cant be young forever..." True, But if I can make it last for as long as I can, I will. I dont want to stop dreaming. The world is moving, spinning. Im the only one left behind. I tell myself I dont have regrets. I want things to be as they are for as long as possible. Too bad, staying behind gets lonely after a while. Everyone has moved on but you. Senti mode. 12:02 AM